i was sittin at the rack at my usual stink hole (dirt bar) sipping a dollar beer (can't afford anything else) and speaking rather deeply with an elder of mine. as we took our terns spitting comments about the complex layers of pain the united states is, and will be going through for manymanymany years, we sank deeper and deeper into a trench of depression. to think that
ONE human could - over the ruling course of however many years he's been in charge - change the condition of the world in such a fashion that he has is absolutely mind imploding. think of the layers...

i want to leave. I'll be 29 in a couple days. I'm a survivalist, not a politician. i'm moving to Norway where my roots are, marrying an absolute drop-dead-stunner-of-a-woman, and continue doing what i enjoy as a living: living (and welding of coarse).